Nothing to do and i have lots of thoughts/feeling in my head...
So i end up here...
I feel that my head is so heavy....
So much thing is collected inside...
If onli i could cut it open and throw everything out...
Hai now the things that are collected are...
Presentation...family....friends And also %^...!
Presentation is forever unfinished...
Family is always so troubled...
with lots of stuff...$,sickness,relationship...
Friends...i also don know how to say...
%^ ar...(If u are clever u should know What is that..haha)
Getting close to %^ is jus so difficult....Hai....
I also don know y i feel this way...
Somethimes i really don understand...
Am i so bo liao or wat..nothing better to do in my life issit...
Onli for that few mins i must get so headache...
The whole thing is i m Poor...
I have 2 solution for myself...
1.If Onli i m rich...
My family will not have so much of a problem...
I can jus pay a person to get wat i wan from %^...
I can get watever i wan for myself...
I will have a good life....
2. If onli i can be so sick n die...
Its not that i m cursing myself...
But i really think that dying is the best solution to a lot of stuff....
I know wat u are thinking now....
But don worry..i wont commit suicide...haha!